An Italian song says that life is like a movie, all a surprise, you are actor, spectator, between joy and pain,I have been on jobs like chef, caretaker / engineering , ive finished schools for both of them.
I have been lately on sick leave due depression and other mental problems, stress reactions during hurry jobs and stuff that i dont hope to anyone ( OCD is an hell)
My daily routine is like:
Lurk on MalwareTips / other forums / play games ; tldr; multitasking
go for a walk or something
Things are getting better day by day, but im jelly to people that have no mental illness and they can work normally
between the dark and the color.
I wish you the best buddy.